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Ramblin on.

Posted by Christine13 Sep 20, 2020

Hi, just wanted to let you know, since my last post was rather depressive that I am doing a lot better this last week.

Today my parents are coming for a visit and Dad is bringing muffins and coffee too.

I'm going to do everything I can think of to keep this quit going.  My daughter was over for a painting night on Friday, and it was wonderful.  Well, just wanted you to know.  Yesterday I went for a drive through the park, and the fall colours were beautiful.  I didn't get my spot to sit by the river, because it was very busy there, but I will go back this week.

Well, i want each and everyone of you to know that you can change a negative to a positive, and yes I am really ready

to go through the difficulties of being quit.Have a beautiful Sunday.  this just got me through a crave!!

I've been in a funk every day, just staying home and trying to do my best.  I really notice that the more I accomplish here the better I feel.  I don't like it when I'm "stuck" in one place with all my thoughts.  I did get out yesterday to my parents house.  Each visit is precious.  Now when it comes down to it, it's up to me to make my day happen.

Change of seasons is tough for me and so many others.  Sept 6th 11 years ago I was diagnosed with breast cancer.

Thank goodness I had Brian here to help me through it.  I am just wandering aimlessly sometimes, lost in my own head.  I know smoking is off the table.  It would be nice, if I could figure out what I want to do with the rest of my life.

Right now, I'm just managing one day at a time.  Same for the quit.  One day at a time!  I got more patches at shopper's drug mart today, and that makes me very happy, that I could drive there to get them.

I am super worried about my daughter and her family in California, anxious, but there isn't one thing I can do for them except pray that they and their house will be ok.  Ok, this is nuts I'm rambling here, but I didn't smoke.

I am trying to focus on all the things to be grateful for.  I've had somewhat of a negative attitude lately, and I don't like that!!  thanks for reading all my EX friends. xo

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