Working on day 5

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Slept in, got up and still craving. Thought about going to buy some. Not going to. The only way out is through.

Why would I want to go get some, when the thought of putting another cigarette to my lips makes me cringe.

The mind is tricky. If I did buy, I'd be right back to square one. I am going to grocery shop today, that's no where near the gas station. A crave won't kill me, but cigarettes will.

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I'm a widow now, my husband passed away January 1, 2018 He died of COPD, and pre leukemia and the flu. He quit smoking 15 years ago which gave him extra time. I am a mother, and grandmother. I have smoked for 47 years. I am going to have my forever quit and I'm doing it for me and my two daughters so I can live longer and be with them. I like to read, swim, garden, crochet, paint and doodle. I also enjoy walking and visiting with friends and family. I am 100% making this my last quit. I have been in denial about what smoking has done to me and my kids. I must make a new life for myself and it doesn't include cigarettes. I may already have COPD, but have not been officially diagnosed.

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