So I was trying to figure out why I was so off the last couple of days. Cleaned out some of Brian's drawer's on Monday, it all caught up with me today. Talked to smoker's help line today too. Finally grieved today. Don't feel crazy anymore. I took extra medication last night too, and had a hot soak in the tub. I am quit, and am going to keep if.
Thank's Ellen and Marilyn for talking me through it. His Birthday was Jan. 25th. My grandson's is the 24th, he will be 15 years old. So I have that to celebrate!! xoxo