Feeling Positive and Happy today. No more excuses to smoke. That's what they were. As long as I kept making up excuses to quit, I didn't. My biggest one was the death of Brian. The next one is mental illness. I'm not leaving any loopholes this time. I plan on keeping my quit. I will not let anxiety, or fear cause me to smoke. Sunny day today, and 4 degrees celcius, I see a walk in for me this afternoon. Headed to the dentist soon.