Thinking Forward today, what I have to do to get through the next crave. It could be a good day or a bad day. Right now it feels like a good day. I have a ton of strength, but sometimes I feel weak and don't care much, all I want is my fix. Moving forward through the days without Brian. Going to talk to my therapist today, hope it's not too painful.
Thinking forward to better days ahead. Spring is here. Change of seasons. I bought Calla Lillies to plant in the pots on the deck after the frost is out of the ground. Brian would always do that for me. I hope everyone has a beautiful smoke free day! Many thanks to all the people here at EX for always being so helpful and compassionate.
