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Feeling Stressed

Christine13
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Feeling stressed out today.  Was supposed to go see my therapist today, but had to cancel the appointment, because hubby just not doing well.  I cancelled late and may be billed for the appointment.  I would like to go out for a walk but am tied to the house today.  He has a button that connects to a emergency response for an ambulance, but I would have to be gone for about an hour and a half, to the doctor, way too long to leave him for.  He is weak and dizzy,  I'm scared he'll fall.  Transfusions are Friday for him, thank goodness they will do it this week.

I am not smoking, thank god, it wouldn't help anyway.  Will do some crocheting here in an attempt to relax and  

I will call a friend soon.  This is always a stressful time for us...........I will make it, I won't smoke!!

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I'm a widow now, my husband passed away January 1, 2018 He died of COPD, and pre leukemia and the flu. He quit smoking 15 years ago which gave him extra time. I am a mother, and grandmother. I have smoked for 47 years. I am going to have my forever quit and I'm doing it for me and my two daughters so I can live longer and be with them. I like to read, swim, garden, crochet, paint and doodle. I also enjoy walking and visiting with friends and family. I am 100% making this my last quit. I have been in denial about what smoking has done to me and my kids. I must make a new life for myself and it doesn't include cigarettes. I may already have COPD, but have not been officially diagnosed.