Hiiiii,
I've been fighting with myself all day yesterday and today to stay quit. I have no stress the last couple of days so that's not it. Thank goodness for that! All day long I've fought with myself not to walk and buy cigs. I know it will get better and then I will be so glad I didn't go. I really want to continue to be free of the cigs. It's just hard on me right now. Nothing worthwhile was ever easy I guess. I want this to be the last time I ever go through this and to make it through to the other side. You all inspire me so much with your awesome quits. I have delayed and delayed going to the store. I will focus on making it through today. I will deal with tomorrow - tomorrow. Thanks for letting me vent.
