Hello. To all my EX friends, thanks for being here to listen to my story.
My husband whom I love dearly is a very sick man. He has COPD and MDS. We are hoping that he will be able to get a bone marrow transplant. Quitting smoking has been as much of a roller coaster ride as his illnesses. Every day seems to bring more stress for me because of him. I am finding it so very hard to keep quit, but will start again today. Smoking doesn't solve anything and I know this. Our kids are coming in from another province with our grandson and I am determined not to be smoking anymore. I am looking so forward to seeing them and spending some fun time together. It will also be the support and a break for me.
I will take this quit one day at a time, just as I do with my dear husband. I know I have probably told you all this before, seems my mind wanders at times and I can't seem to remember things as good as I used to.
So - today I will let go and let God handle all this for me.
Thanks so much for reading my friends!
xo
