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Help, Hanging On

Posted by Christine13 Sep 18, 2012

Hello, it's 2:00 a.m. I can't sleep.  Things have been rough in my marriage lately.  More and more fights.

I have been married to the same man for 38 years.  I love him still, but I'm not sure he has any feelings still for me.  All this makes me want to smoke.  I know it won't help anything here, but that was always what I turned to in the past.  I am in constant turmoil these days, always wondering where I stand and if my marriage is over.

Oh well, this could just be a rough faze in our relationship.  At least the last two days have been a lot better.

Maybe it's just me?  I always used cigarettes to sooth the bad feelings before........but I won't do that this time.

So.........please help me hang onto tomorrow when hopefully things will look up.

Thanks for reading this.

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