Today is a new day, I'm going to use all the things I've learned and support that I can here to keep my quit! I can just never give up!!! I'm starting with a clean slate again. Although I feel demoralized by loosing it again, it is something I must remember along the way. That feeling of failure.........what could have so easily been success! If I'd only reached out again for help......the hardest thing for me to do. Well here I go. It's time to stop frickin' around with this and get it done!!! Someone once told me you're only a failure if you don't learn from your mistakes.........It's time I learned from my mistakes!!! I don't want to fail again!!!