What fresh hell is this!?!?
Today is my 14th day smoke free. At 9:30 CST this evening, it will be official. Two weeks!! YAY!! My quit so far has been fairly easy…maybe not easy but tolerable. The last 2 days/nights have been HORRID! I acutally dreamed about smoking, I feel awful, I have very little energy and I haven’t been sleeping well. What gives?!?!
Because I haven’t slept well the last 2 nights, my back hurts, my head/neck hurts and I am super grumpy. I can’t do the simplest of tasks. I was trying to fold laundry earlier and it was awful! Something I have done countless times and I struggled with it.
I’m not sure I can totally blame it on quitting, I’m sure the weather is affecting me also. It’s miserable outside so maybe I’m going stir-crazy. I don’t know but I know this……I don’t like it at all!
I think I am going to grab my kindle, go to the bedroom and lock myself in for a few hours. I’ll either read or take a much needed nap. Wish me luck, cause it probably will not work out like that! Lol
I hope everyone is having a great day and a great weekend! Hopefully my next blog won’t be me whining so much! No matter how I feel, no matter how much I whine….I will not smoke, I will not give up and I will not give in. I’ve got this!
