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Stressful Times

bonniebee
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It is day 1,164 (or there abouts !) and even after all of these days I still think about smoking especially when things are stressful . Note I said thinking about not  craving ! It is different although can be dangerous ground .That is why I am blogging tonight ....I have been thinking to much about smoking lately . I even dreamed I was smoking last night .

I want to bring these thoughts out of the darkness into the light ! 

A friend of mine quit for 8 years and when going through a stressful time lost her quit she then smoked for a year before being able to quit again .I don't want that to be me !

So glad that I have my Ex -Family to come to at times like this . Thanks for being  here ! 

Now cutting this short because my little dog Jonah needs to go out to do his business !  

Love Bonnie

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I am the Mother of 4 children , a Grandmother and Great Grandmother . I am a retired LNA /CNA and I live in South Western New Hampshire . I am a native of Martha's Vineyard Island . My room mate Karen and I have 6 pets : Two dogs Lily and Jonah, one cat Olivia, two bunnies Lila and Emma and one guinea pig Allie . I enjoy reading ,knitting, walking, especially in the woods, at the river or the beach I also like taking photographs with my camera . I miss my family and my Island .