ok...so that's it...haven't been keeping track...glad a coworker clued me in as a full moon often disrupts my sleep.
This week has been heck at work and it's only Tuesday...would prolly be venting a lot more here but a broken 'puter prevents me from being my normal rather prolific self. HOWEVER....
Although life looks rather sucky right now and I don't see my way out of the dung pile and working retail at an understaffed, poorly managed mall store (malls are one of my least favorite places to be) and the upcoming feeding frenzy they call 'Happy Holidays' has me very concerned....
THERE IS NO WAY SMOKING WILL EVER MAKE IT BETTER....
In my old 'chronic relapser' days after a nutso day like today I would have bought a pack and a lighter on the way home from work, regretted my decision but lit up anyway...smoked a couple or five and hated myself in the morning.
But TODAY I stopped by the store and bought Nyquil instead, hoping it will solve the sinus-headache-at-4:30-in-the morning-and-not-back-to-sleep-til-7-problem I had last night. I'll wake up in the morning, hopefully refreshed after a good night's sleep, make it through the day without falling down, having a car accident or a meltdown at work.
BUT....Even if any of those things happen I WILL NOT SMOKE
Bonnie 290 DOF
