There's a saying: " God doesn't give us more than we can handle; I just wish He didn't trust me so much!" That's what the past few days have felt like. In addition to the problems accessing this site, I was dealing with my son, who has autism. At this time of the year he is obsessed with Thanksgiving and Christmas preparations. And I do mean OBSESSED. He has want to do the "Thanksgiving shopping" since last month and he is planning (over and over) what he wants to put on his Christmas list. On top of that, over the weekend, I had my first smoking dream in a long time. I think it was because I was tired. I fell asleep on the couch and I dreamt a lit cigarette had rolled out of my hand and under the couch. I woke up with a start and looked for it!
But I am NOT smoking!! And I am so proud of myself for making a year smoke-free. I keep reassuring my son that everything is going to be alright, that Thanksgiving and Christmas will happen, that we know what to do. For myself, I'm going to find some special gift to celebrate my year. I'm thinking about going to a comedy show. I could use a laugh. LOL. "Don't worry about a thing cause every little thing's gonna be alright".
