It’s been 5 days and I feel like I am starting to lose my “fire” for quitting smoking. I still haven’t smoked, but I am beginning to get depressed. I am asking myself why am I bothering to expend all this effort, when no one really cares anyway?
I don’t really want to smoke, as I know it’s not going to make me feel better, and to be honest, the thought of smoking turns my stomach a bit right now. But at the same time, I just wish that I could make myself feel better. I am not sure how I can do that right now. I mentioned HALT in one of my previous blogs. Although I am not hungry or annoyed – I am currently lonely and tired. So I am going to spend some time on this website reading blogs.
