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Share your quitting journey

274 days

AbasKid
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It's 9 months since I quit smoking and let me tell you, it has not been worth it. Yes, I've read and re-read. While I have not been posting here, I have been here.

I'm too tired of hurting (nerve pain from surgery 18 months ago). I'm too tired of being so fat I can't move. I'm too tired of being frustrated. I'm too tired of being angry. I'm too tired of consyantly having to be on high alert for toxins----whether they be  food or emotions.

Day started off at 3:00am really bad. I'm getting ready to go out the door to work---open air museum with school tours today and it's rainy, wet and in the 40s. This is NOT a good day.

Long story short----------I am going to go buy me a pack of cigarettes.

Sorry if I let people down. I honestly do not care that I am letting myself down. I am just too tired...

Hugs & Blessings to y friends.

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