Boy that video brought back memories of watching my father die of Lung cancer in 1996. Somehow I forgot about the gurgling noises, How in the world could I have fogotten something that in your face! The magic of blocking things you don't want to remember I guess. Well now that the memories of my fathers death are so fresh, it just reminds me of what I am in store for with my dear mother. God strike me dead of a heart attack or something quick if I am ever to develope this terrible diease! I can not imagine putting my kids thru what I have had to wittness and clean up after.
Do I still want a puff .....HELL NO and I wish I could convince everyone I know to take the step to becoming an EX. I'd love to push this video down their throat, but as with even my quit, they have to be ready and want to do it, I can't force them just like no one could force me.
Thank you Man of Steele!! This couldn't have come at a better time for me, I have been feeling pretty weak all evening!! Almost 5 full days in, less than 3 hours to go!
Terri
God please continue to grant me the strength to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference!
I have been quit for 4 Days, 21 hours, 4 minutes and 10 seconds (4 days). I have saved $34.01 by not smoking 146 cigarettes. I have saved 12 hours and 10 minutes of my life. My Quit Date: 5/19/2008 2:19 AM